Friendships...

True friendships, in my opinion, are kinda hard to have. I have lost a lot of  "friends" and I put the quotation marks because you don´t end friendships based on idiotic reasons, for example, I was in a movie with a couple of friends and I didn´t want to take a picture so one of my "friends" just said "you guys never want to do something fun" and went home (never speak to us again)... I staid there and just thought "What happened... just because of a picture... really".

I have 18 years old and honestly, I only have 2 true friends, which are my cousin and my boyfriend, because they are the two people that I can tell everything and feel they are not judging me.

I thought the guilt of not having friends where mine because I´m a little bad/shy at talking to new people but after many nights of thinking I finally understood it wasn´t my fault. I´m sorry if my the idea of having fun is not drinking way too much alcohol and do dangerous stuff. I understood that is better having 2 friends where I feel I can share and have fun instead of having 10 people where my only thought is "when can I go home!".

Just surround yourself with people you think are worth your time, even if is only one.